Ignorance would be bliss sometimes – that’s what I’ve recently realized.

It’s 12 : 34 PM on day 1690 of my journey towards independence and I’ve managed to brush my teeth, pray,  read Daniel 1, publish my Disability of the Day feature, learn one new thing – Weight [of wildebeasts]:330 to 550 lbs (150 to 250 kg ) –  feed myself an egg sandwich and a banana  for breakfast  and  promote my Educate Generations campaign– $2 774 raised so far SO GRATEFUL (a HUGE THANK YOU to everyone who has supported this campaign so far you are helping to get girls in school and keep them there thereby breaking the cycle of poverty and creating a generational change).

Recently I’ve noticed that everybody I know in my age range is either getting married or wants to get married it’s a bitter-sweet thing it’s sweet because I’m sincerely happy that they are progressing in their lives and it’s bitter because I know my life is not following the same path as theirs sometimes I wish I was oblivious to how a girl’s life is supposed to progress it would make life so much less painful but alas I’m not oblivious some nights I lay awake and despite my best efforts to envision a different future for myself I see myself being a third wheel in my family members lives which is basically my worst nightmare come to life.