Day 3046: Riding Out My Storms

Sometimes all you can do is ride out the storm – that’s what I’ve realized.

It’s 11: 55 AM on day 3046 since I started blogging and I managed to pray, read a Bible verse, and do some work

This morning I was lying in bed when all of a sudden I felt extremely painful spasms at the bottom of my left foot – sometimes they happen in both feet other times just in one – they happen so infrequently and at unexpected times that I’ve never seen the point in seeking medical help for it (taking medication on an ongoing bases for something that may or may not happen on a given day, no thanks) when they happen I just lie there and silently wait for the storm to pass and nobody in the house is none the wiser (maybe someday I’ll tell them the extent of the physical pain but right now I don’t see the point in spilling my guts it would only make them feel powerless they didn’t cause my Cerebral Palsy nor can they take away the physical pain that comes with it (there’s very little I can do to help my family so I’ll spare them the horror story of the pain and discomfort I endure daily)).

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