I have a life wish and it is to live and not merely exist – that’s what I’ve realized.

It’s 12: 22 PM on day 2317 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, have breakfast,  read Isaiah 26: 3, go get my face waxed and haircut with my sister (the things we women have to go through to look halfway presentable are ridiculous #JustSaying) and go grocery shopping – when it’s just the two of us doing grocery shopping my sister and i use the wheelchair as a trolley it comes in handy (everything is the way you choose to look at it).

Today I realized that me doing all these adventurous things is all in aid of fulfilling my life wish to live and not merely exist (most of the time although I’m so grateful for the health of my body I  feel a bit trapped in it adventure sports makes me feel free if only for an hour or two).