There’s black, white and grey – that’s what I keep realizing.

It’s 12: 28 PM on day 2054 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Matthew 7, have breakfast, learn one new thing – The avocado (Persea americana) is a tree native to Mexico and Central America, classified in the flowering plant family Lauraceae along with cinnamon, camphor and bay laurel. Avocado or alligator pear also refers to the fruit, botanically a large berry that contains a single seed. –  and work on my 25 Smiles Campaign  -yesterday Catherine Cook donated $25 (thank you so much Cat your ongoing support means a lot 🙂 )  which brings the total raised to $5 615 only $635 more to raise before Jan 10 2017 (SO SO SO GRATEFUL to everyone who has supported this campaign so far 🙂).

Recently things have happened which have forced me to live in the grey areas of life it makes me acutely uncomfortable because I tend to see things as very black and white but it’s either that or completely shatter someone I love and may God forgive me I just can’t do that I’ll find a way to deal with my guilty conscience.