Fear is just a feeling – that’s what I keep reminding myself.

It’s 12 : 23  PM on day 1776 of my journey towards independence and I’ve managed to brush my teeth, pray,  read Matthew 8, publish my Disability of the Day feature,    learn one new thing – Redact(ed) [re·dact] tr.v. Edit something: to edit, revise, or delete content in preparation for publication. “The documents were redacted so personal information wasn’t released to the public.” – have breakfast and promote my Educate Generations campaign – $3 372 raised so far (thanks to everyone who has (and continues to) help out I am SO GRATEFUL to all 60 of you (yes, I keep count thanks so much all of you for caring).

This morning I decided to write down all my fears in the hopes that seeing my fears in black and white would help me face them and overcome them. Take a look:

My fears

1. Speaking in front of a large crowd (I have major stage fright I’m so scared of getting in front of people and going totally blank)
2. Radio interviews (I know that doing radio interviews would be beneficial for my philanthropic projects but I’m afraid people  won’t understand what I’m trying to say (because I have Cerebral Palsy my speech is not as clear as it could be and  sometimes there’s like small breaks in my speech))
3. Tv interviews