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Day 2706: Happy Birthday Daddy

“One father is more than a hundred schoolmasters.” – George Herbert

 

It’s 1 : 00 PM on day 2706 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read John 13:34    and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $7 431 only $5 069 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Today is my father’s birthday and although I know that public declarations of affections make him uncomfortable life is short and without him I literally wouldn’t be here so I’m going to make him uncomfortable just for today.  Happy birthday daddy thank you for teaching me that there is magic in small acts of kindness. Your desire to empower inspires – I LOVE LOVE LOVE that you cannot turn anybody in need away I’m me because of the way you choose to live (I still remember a gardener showing up at our gate one morning and even though there was nothing for him to do you invented things for him to do just so he wouldn’t starve that day and you didn’t want to just give him the money because you wanted to give him the dignity of earning his wage [ as long as I live I will never ever forget that morning it touched my heart in such a profound way]).

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Day 2705: Focus on Sowing

Every day make it a point to notice how much you sow not how much you reap – that’s my message to the world.

 

It’s 1 : 59 PM on day 2705 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Mark 12:30-31    and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $7 431 only $5 069 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Today I was reminded that I should notice more how much I sow instead of focusing so much on how much I reap. Life is sowing seeds of love, kindness, generosity and courage every day.

Day 2703: Open Doors For Others

Part of my life’s purpose is to help open doors for people that they would find hard to open by themselves – that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 11 : 26 AM on day 2702 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read    and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $7 431 only $5 069 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

A few days ago I set something into motion and yesterday stunningly everything fell into place I felt so blessed and realized that part of my life’s purpose is to help open doors for people that they would find hard to open by themselves

Day 2701: The Ache That Never Eases

Some aches never ease– that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 1 : 25 PM on day 2701 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Matthew 11:28  and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $7 431 only $5 069 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Recently I was sitting at this dining table working, I looked across it and suddenly I had flashbacks to sitting across from my gran holding her hand which ached more than I expected considering she’s been gone for almost three years I guess some aches never ease.

Day 2700: The Thing I Will Never Apologize For

Never apologize for expressing love, kindness and joy – that’s my message to the world.

 

It’s 1 : 03 PM on day 2700 of my journey towards independence and I managed to go drop my sister at airport – she’s back at university after summer break –  pray, read Psalm 34:14 and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet –   A HUGE thanks to Piyuse uncle and family who donated $100   which brings the total raised to  $7 401 only $5 099 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot.

 

Today I was asked by someone I love why I’m overly expressive of my feelings towards people on social media (I’m like that in real-life as well I guess it’s more noticeable on social media because I use multimedia to express my feelings) the person who asked me this is rather stoic so it must make  him  uncomfortable that I’m not at all shy about my feelings anyway in answer to his question I said I was trying to be kind I will never apologize for trying to be kind the world needs more of it and people deserve to know they are loved by me.

Day 2699: Pushing Past Apathy

You have to push past apathy to create any sort of change – that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 12 : 47 PM on day 2699 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Proverbs 3:5-6 ,  have breakfast and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet –   A HUGE thanks to Rosly Renil who donated $100   which brings the total raised to  $7 301 only $5 199 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot.

 

Today I realized that you have to push past apathy to create any sort of change (all this time I was focus on people who show absolutely no interest in my interests meanwhile I should have been focusing on friends of friends who share my interests).

Day 2696: Inside My Head Looking Outward

If people could see inside my head they would be so surprised – that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 12 : 27 PM on day 2696 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Romans 8:31   and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $6 926 only $5 574 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

This morning my sister walked into the dining room and asked why are you looking so glum? she naturally assumed I was sad about my possible Osteoporosis diagnoses meanwhile I was staring at my laptop screen frustrated that despite my best efforts I wasn’t moving more people to care about kids with clubfoot (my problems have never been the centre of my life that’s how I get through them).

Day 2694: Full-Circle

Life always comes full-circle– that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 12 : 12 PM on day 2694 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Zechariah 4:6   and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $6 926 only $5 574 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Yesterday I met a lovely young woman who looked at me with so much hope and awe it reminded me of the way I look at my Superhero Catherine Constantinides it was such and humbling and beautiful experience that made me realize that life always comes full-circle.

Day 2693: Making Promises and Keeping Them

Make only a few promises but keep all of them– that’s my message to the world.

 

It’s 4 : 31 PM on day 2693 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read  Philippians 3:10-11, go shopping with my sister – i cannot believe we spent R3000 on clothes (almost enough for clubfoot treatment for one child) but i’m not going to feel guilty about my privilege I do my best to help every life that I can –   and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $6 926 only $5 574 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Today I wanted so badly to make a promise I knew I couldn’t keep but I refrained and decided that from that moment I decided in life I would make  only a few promises and keep all of them.

Day 2692: Embracing Imbalance

There is no such thing as  balance in life– that’s what I’ve realized.

 

It’s 12 : 12 PM on day 2692 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray, read Joshua 10:25  and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet – raised  $6 926 only $5 574 more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks so much to everyone who has helped out so far).

 

Today as I worked and felt so guilty for not spending time watching Gossip Girl with my sister who’s only home for a few more day I realized there’s no such thing as balance in life I’ve just decided to be 100% present in whatever I’m doing.