As you grow your heartbreaks change – that’s what I have realized

Today I was thinking about the evolution of my heartbreaks with age – in my teens and early 20s my greatest heartbreak would be the thought that I would never go visit Europe now my greatest heartbreak is knowing that I will most likely not give birth to or raise children (this no-children thing is breaking my heart more than possibly not visiting Europe ever could). No matter the meaningful things I do with my days at the end of each day I will get into an empty bed and no child of my own…it hurts parts of me I didn’t even know existed.

To succeed is amazing but to help others succeed is amazing – that’s my message to the world

Today I was reminded that my definition of success is truly evolving it’s no longer enough for me to succeed on my own I have to be a ladder and door-opener for others

Live by faith and not by sight – that’s my message to the world

 I managed to pray, read Bible, spend time outside and work on my 28 For 28 Campaign benefiting charity:water  –  Anon donated  $5 we’ve now raised $3 909 of $28 000 with 67 days to go

This morning I couldn’t wait for this month to end but I’ve kind of changed my mind and realized things work out

Embrace every stage of life you’re in because nothing lasts forever– that’s my message to the world

Today I feel stuck like I’m a fail at life but I’m embracing even my stuckness because at least I’m alive to be stuck

Listen to your body – that’s my message to the world

Today I wanted to do everything sadly my body would not cooperate so I was in bed by 3 pm sometimes Cerebral Palsy gets a win over my strong will and that’s ok I must honour the body in which my soul lives.

This world is upside down – that’s what I’ve realized

Today I was reminded  that this world is upside down we worry about things that don’t matter and are relaxed about things that do matter……it’s crazy!