Death is a reminder of the temporariness of life– that’s what I’ve realized.

I don’t feel like doing anything today.

Yesterday morning my maternal grandmother passed away I am sad but also grateful she is no longer suffering I will miss our weekly phone calls when we talked about everything and nothing everything has changed and yet the sun is still shining I wished it rained for a few days this sunny weather is insulting me for some reason (even the way I pray has changed every morning I prayed bless mommy, daddy, Neethu, Kevin, aunts, uncles, cousins, ammachi while today I prayed mommy, daddy, Neethu, Kevin, aunts, uncles, cousins, ammachi..ammachi’s soul it almost seems cruel that the world is still spinning when my family is so sad].Rest in peace Ammachi we mourn your death but mostly we celebrate your beautiful life. We love you and we will always keep you in our hearts.