Different is cool but it’s also painful– that’s what I was reminded of today

It’s 3: 53 PM on day 3066 since I started blogging and I managed to pray, read a Bible verse, spend time outside and do some work

Today I found myself outside under a tree in tears thinking “i don’t want to be like this i want to get married, have children and do all the things that are certainties for most people” it’s so hard being indian and different I always say different is cool and it is but it’s also painful today I just want to be the same as everyone, same problems, same joys, same hopes but I will never be the same I will always have to work harder to thrive