Part of growing up is making adult decisions – that’s what i’ve realized

It’s 2 : 15 PM on day 2635 of my journey towards independence and I managed to pray,  read  Lamentations 5:19  and promote my 50 New Feet Campaign benefiting MiracleFeet -raised $4 826 only $7 674  more to raise by June 17, 2018 to help 50 kids with clubfoot (thanks to everyone who has helped out so far).

Today I realized that part of growing up is making adult decisions I don’t went to decide whether or not to get orthopaedic surgery or whether or not to buy a wheelchair instead of going to Paris…adulting sucks but now I’m an adult and nothing health-related can be done to me without my consent and I’m so very scared that any decision I make regarding my health will leave me worse off than I was before I just don’t know what I don’t know because I can’t see into the future.