Life is hard for everyone– that’s what I’ve realized

Next year my siblings and I want to visit Europe my father doesn’t want to go – it’s not even about the cost my siblings and I are paying he’s just a homebody –  and if he doesn’t go I can’t because I need to be lifted, carried and pushed my siblings can go with their future families or by themselves but if I don’t next year I’ll never go my parents are already in their 50s and aging I really want to go but I will only do so with my nuclear family you won’t find me on my brother’s or sister’s honeymoon being a third wheel it would break my soul