The only way to survive in this life is to accept it the way it is – that’s what I learned today 🙁
It’s 6: 47 PM on day 222 of my journey towards independence and I’ve managed to brush my teeth, tweet about my Clean Water For All Campaign for a few hours – no luck – watch a few Youtube videos – Christina Grimmie #5 on my ‘10 Most Talented Youtubers’ list (if you have no idea what I am talking about refer to ‘Day 159’) will be touring with Selena Gomez during the American summer – I am SO for her 🙂 – feed myself rice and curry for lunch and tweet about my campaign some more – still no luck God knows it’s not for a lack of trying 🙂 – feed myself rice and curry for dinner, continue to tweet about my campaign – today is just not my day hopefully someone will take pity on me and donate after I go to sleep LOL 🙂 – and watch TV
This morning my aunt called from Kuwait and I heard her say to my mom if you’re planning on going back to India after you retire you should buy a flat in Ernakulam –the western part of the mainland of Kochi city in Kerala, India – there no one will say anything if you bring Nisha and at first I felt like a freak then I was outraged by the fact that she thought I was going to live with my parents forever considering I planned to make my own money, get married and have kids but after a couple of hours had passed I realized that I had to find a way to deal with the fact that most people would always discriminate against me. Are you resisting the circumstances of your life thereby making it more difficult for yourself to survive?
Hopefully, your aunt meant well. Perhaps, she failed to express her heart because she was trying to be communicate as much as possible as quickly as possible. Her thinking of you suggests that her heart may have been in the right place.
But, yeah, wow does it suck how she expressed her concerns for you and your family. [grin]
Some will fear you because they could never face your challenges. Some will have contempt because they cannot see how useful you could be to them. Some will take advantage of you because they see you as an easy target.
But I see Christ in you. You can be a light unto the world – if you allow yourself to shine through charity, hope and faith . And I want to serve you.
Aww… that’s the sweetest thing anybody has ever said about me 🙂 I look forward to working with you 🙂
Yours truly,
Nisha